Day 10-Something you're afraid of

Something I'm afraid of...
1. Snakes - yuck!!
2. Dark areas when no one else is around- I've watched way to many scary movies & watch the news to much.
3. Fish - hate when they touch me when I am swimming in ponds, lakes or oceans
4. Not being able to have a baby - you never know
5. Not being successful
6. Not becoming an RN-- I know I will eventually but sometimes I worry
7. Divorce- my parents are divorced & so are Ryan's parents. This thought scares me but I believe in our relationship & what we have together
8. Car crashes/accidents
9. Fires
10. Losing someone close to me- death really scares me
11. Cancer - working in a Dr.s office I see patients that are diagnosed with Cancer & they have months, years etc to "live" their life. Cancer to me is one of scariest thing in life. So unexpected & some type don't have treatment :(


**these are all I can think of now but I am sure there are many more things I am afraid of :)

Day 9-A picture of your friends

I've truly been blessed with amazing friends :) There are so many people I can honestly say I would call in a time of need or if I just needed to chat! Some of my friends I do not talk to on a daily basis but I know they are special people in my life & I am so thankful for each & every one of them!

Sorry about the random sizes of the pictures ---some big & some small--- but I didnt want to reload them :)

ALso there are some people that I didnt have pictures with but I still love you & cherish you as a friend! :)

Day 8-A place you've traveled to

Most people would look at the pictures below & think they looks like PARADISE. I look at the pictures & KNOW it is paradise!! Below are pictures of Montego Bay, Jamaica where Ryan & I visited last June for our honeymoon!!

Jamaica was the best vacation of my life. We stayed at a Sandals Resort & I would go back in a heart beat. This resort was all inclusive. We had so much alcohol & enough food to feed an army -> some nights we ordered 2 meals each lol. The resort had different activities every day. We went on a glass bottom boat, play beach volleyball & went on skidoos. They also have plays, bands or activities every night. If you ever have the chance to go to Jamaica you definitely should! Ask Jamie & Matt they've been twice.

Day 7-Favorite movies

If you didn't know Ryan is a movie buff! He loves to spend his days off or any free time watching any movie that he has, is on TV, or on HBO ondemand. What amazes me about his love of movies is that he A) he doesn't fall asleep during them & B) that he could be doing so much other things (cleaning, laundry, cooking etc lol ) SO since I spend a lot of time with him, I have found a love for movies also. I have seen many different movies some good & some bad but here are some of my favorites:
1. Hangover -by far my favorite---
2. Baby Mama
3. Big Daddy
4. Lilo & Stitch
5. Finding Nemo
6. All the SAWS ever made
7. Elf
8. The Notebook
9. Step Brothers

**(I have many more favorites but just to name a few!! )

Day 6-A picture of something that makes you happy

This picture makes me ohhhh so happy!! I love Florida, I love the ocean, I love Ryan's grandparents who let us stay with them, I love the sound of boats in the water, I love the thought that I will be seeing this beach in 3 months, I love the margaritas that I drink while in FL, I love the QT I get to spend with my amazing husband while in FL !!! I really love everthing about FL!

Monday blues

Hope everyone is having a great Monday morning!! There are some reasons Mondays & I don't get along.
1. The weekends go so fast & the weeks drag on (for me at least)
2. I am usually tired from the weekend from trying to cram in as much fun as possible.
3. My bed feels so much better than getting in my cold car & driving to work.
4. I am sure there are many more reasons but my thought process this Monday morning is SUPER slow.

My weekend was great besides the fact that the BOILERS lost to Iwho in overtime. I have tons of IU friends so I am happy for them but I would have really liked to see the boilermakers come out on top. We had a tailgate with Ryan's dad's family & it was so much fun. OF COURSE I forgot my camera on the charger at home so I didn't get to take any pictures but there was tons of food, beer pong, flippy cup & lots of jello shots. The punch I made was really good! I made a double batch & it was plenty for the whole gang. We stayed the whole weekend with Ryan's dad & step mom. It was so much fun, it really made me miss living in Lafayette. We used to get together all the time but now that we live in Indy we don't get together that often.
OH MY GOODNESS how could I forget the COLTS also lost!! Wow ... I was super disappointed last night & stayed up to watch the whole game. I don't know what is going on w/ the Colts but hopefully they figure it out soon! I know injuries aren't helping them but the team as a whole is looking not put together. GO COLTS!!!!

Day 5-Your siblings

Ok DAY 5 is suppose to be about your siblings. Like I said in my last post my parents are divorced, so my family is very extended

My twin sister Amber is amazing! I explained her in my first post as my first love :) I am so lucky to have a sister like Amber. There were some hard times in our relationship but I can only see us getting closer & closer in our future. I think the hard times were due to each of us trying to figure out who we were with out the other. We have always been known by other people as one & we wanted to be known as ourselves. Now I love her for being her & I know she loves me for being me. We are different in our looks & personalities but most the time we are so much alike it is scary! (On Friday morning we both bought each other the same xmas gift & we weren't together haha) We have a unique bond & I can always count on her. I cant wait to see how we are with each other in the years ahead, with our own families & children!

My 1/2 brothers (My dad & Stepmoms children) Jared & Nathan: Jared is a 16 year old junior @ Harrison High school. He plays football & hopes to pursue a future in college football & even continue to the NFL after that. I've chatted with him a couple times about where he wants to go to college & he is only a junior but really has his head on straight. Nathan is a 14 year old freshman @ Harrison. He plays football & this year is on the swim team (my stepmom is the coach) Nathan said he doesn't like swimming but is good at it LOL he cracks me up. Nathan is very loving & has such a caring personality. He is the type of person if you are having a bad day he knows exactly what to say to make you feel better. Nathan & Jared are growing up so much & it is so weird to see them both have girlfriend, go to dances & play high school sports. I still feel like they should think girls have cooties & playing T-ball!

Nathan, me, Amber & Jared

( this picture was taken earlier this year)

My 1/2 brother (My mom & Stepdads child) Brock is a freshman in college. He lives in Logansport with my mom. I know he likes to work on cars & puts up really detailed facebook status but besides that I don't know that much about him. Since I haven't lived with my mom I've lost touch with him. I talk to him at family gatherings or holidays but its not at all like the relationship I have with Amber. My relationship with Brock is very distant.

My step sisters (My stepdads children) Kandi & Lindsey are both mothers & have their own families. I have very distant relationships with the both of them too. I hope the best for them but I'm not very close to them.